*yawn* I'm going back to dreamland now.... (yes I know, I'm a pig :p)

I haven't bought the assessment books for my student yet....monster-san, go with me to get them okie? :D If not I wouldn't know what to teach my student on Tuesday! :D

I AM BORED. >:(

*hifi blasting the roof off with techno music* YEAH!!!

Wheeeee!! I get to start tuition next Tuesday!! :D *starts dreaming of the paycheck that'll come a month later*

Just wondering....do you people like the new music on my blog? :D It's from Record of Lodoss War!! :D :D

Monster's going out for billard (correct spelling?) and bowling with his friend now.... and the anti-social freak here is at home enjoying my sleep :p

Just came back from lunch with monster! :D Mac, as usual, was freezingly cold....should've brought my windbreaker along....sigh.... I never learn my lesson, do I?

*yawnnnnnnnn* -_______- I'm sleepy....

I'm off to bed now, byebye and oyasumi minna-san! :D

I just realized... I kept the previous beige layout for only 4 days before I chucked it :p ........kinda fickle of me, ne?

Monster-san said he's getting tired of the my blog's music.... so I decided to change it! :D Happy about that, monster? :p

Yes!! My brother brought the dance cd back from his workplace!! :D Wheeee!!! Now I can blast the whole house down with music tomorrow when my otou-san and onii-chan are off at work!! :D :D :D

I'm hungry..... but it's the middle of the night now.... so I can't get anything to fill my tummy..... ;_; I'll go raid the kitchen for something (anything!) edible later................. too lazy to move now..... :p

So, do you like my new layout? (I know, it's purple..... :p ) Tell me!! :D

Okie.... I think it looks okie in both browsers now....at least on my laptop :p

Yes! I think it's okie in Internet Explorer now... lemme go try out Netscape.

Something's wrong with it.... lemme try again....

Fiddling with the layout again.... please bear with me for the moment. :D

.........in case you can't tell from the numerous "bo liao" postings today.............I AM BORED.

My onii-chan's not home from work yet... or rather, he's not home from his Thai language course yet........*whines* I want that dance CD~~~~~ you'd better not leave it in your locker at the workplace again, onii-chan!!

monster-san went to watch a movie with his brother.... I am at home doing nothing as usual :p Not that I wanna go out though, I'm just an anti-social freak who dislikes going out (can't stand the crowds) and loves to sleep and stare into blank space :D

How do all those fanfic writers manage to write so many stories? And in such a short time too! They're amazing! And some of their works are really fantastic, especially some of the Chinese fanfic writers.... wow....

Looking back at the past 20 days of holidays.......I find that............I have done absolutely nothing of importance. I've been slacking off on those skins in progress, slacking on the website design, slacking on everything.... what exactly have I done for the past 20 days? -_-;; Ah!! I read fanfics! Lots of them! And I slept *a lot* :p ................and I did little other than that....... I'm wasting my holidays *again* ;_;

U know, I'm kinda like the dog there *points to the left* now. Shivering 'cos of the coming doomsday 5 Dec :p

I told myself millions of times just now that I MUST MUST MUST bring the newspapers when I go over to grandma's place. And. yet. I. forgot. -___-;;; I can't believe it.

I'm back! :D With a full tummy somemore!! :D

I'll be back later! Byebye!

P.S. Monster, are you still sleeping? :p

It's raining cats and dogs now! Methinks I'd better go sweep and mop the floor while the house's cool! Who knows when it'll turn back into an inferno...given the erratic weather these few days? :D

Weird weather...now the sky's getting dark.... -____-;;;

Now listening to "I'll Be There" by the Escape Club
The flute music from the song is fabulous!! :D

Anyone plays dreamcast games out there? Any good games to recommend? :D

It looks like it's not gonna rain this afternoon.... the weather's damn hot now.... why is it that it doesn't rain whenever I had to do housework? The whole house's like an oven now... so stuffy.... I'm gonna die of heatstroke soon.... excuse me while I go switch on the air-con...

Blogger just ate my previous post :(

Thanks for your e-card, monster....even though it's a pig :p

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Yeah I'll believe it..... when pigs start to sprout wings and fly :p

Remind me not to buy sushi from that stall again.... they're getting worse and worse..... if I get a tummyache it's all their fault. :(

I've gotta sweep and mop the floor later again....haizzzz.... -__-

I changed the link to Monster! :D

Monster-san moved his blog!! :D

Haizzzz.... nothing to do online.... lemme go back and try to sleep again....oyasumi minna-san!! ^_^

My bro liked the new Enya CD so much that he borrowed it :) And YES!! He's not listening to the dance CD these few days so I get to borrow it tomorrow!! :D Yippee!! :)

I haven't fixed the layout problem on Netscape *yet*. Too lazy :p

Now listening to "Was it Nothing At All" :D
Very nice song....kinda old though....

Was gonna sleep just now.... but for some reason I can't, even though I hadn't slept well last night and I'm feeling very tired now..... so might as well log on and clear my mailbox.... :D

Monster-san, you asleep? :D

The layout's kinda weird when viewed in Netscape right? Please bear with it for the moment...I'll see what I can do with it... if I can't do anything with it, I'll ditch this layout and make a new one.... :p

BTW, monster-san........remember to eat your medicine, okie? :)

I finished the book "Abduction". Haven't enjoyed reading novels for a loooooooong time now, thanks to school. :D I must go rent more books to read! :D Anybody has any medical thrillers or fantasy novels to recommend?

I just thought of something.... it's 6 days before doomsday.... if you dun see me posting anymore after the 5th of Dec, it means I'm dead, okie? :D

I. HATE. SPAM. MAILS. >:(

.........err..... in case you're wondering, hrm 's human resource management (i think) :p

Yes! I remembered what I wanted to rant about! The stoopid school's doing away with the special semester!! Now not only I'll have to take hrm in the normal semester (which is a godamned lot of workload PLUS presentation I think), if I fail any module I gotta take more modules in the coming semesters! Or worse, I may have to go for another semester before I can graduate! I DUN WANT THAT~~~~~~ ;_; I want the special sem hrm, only 10 days to spend in school for that!! ;_;

Registration of modules is gonna start late dec... which means hols are soon over.... *whine* I dun wanna go back to school!! :(

There was something I wanted to rant about since yesterday.... now what was it?? Excuse me while I try to recall....

I bought the S.E.N.S ablum just b'cos of the song "Forbidden Love" but I didn't regret it cos their music is so soothing and calm..... it makes me feel at peace....

I bought 2 CDs today! :D Enya's new album and S.E.N.S 's album! :D They're really nice!! :D

I dreamt of my mum last night. I miss her......... T_T

Now then I realize that I haven't been to ecircles since late September! :p Have to catch up on all the messages!

I must visit the 4E ecircles later.... seems like some of my classmates have posted some photos that were taken when we went back to school last Friday! :D

Straw hasn't sent me her icons yet.... I haven't finished the Garden decoration yet too :p

Had to wait at my grandma's place for my uncle to finish reading the newspapers before I could take them home.... and I had to endure all those pitiful cries of "Erkang! Erkang!" from the tv -_-;; How could monster even stand that show?

Monster, I want chocolate sundae! *whine* ;_;

My friend sent me this Chem poem(?) I find it kinda cute :D Makes me miss those Chem lessons in JC so much... Why did I choose Computing in the first place?? *whines* I wanna take a Chem cfm!! :p

To You

I am attracted to you
Like an electron to a proton
Together we form an ionic bond
Though we are opposite charged ions
I an drawn towards you
Our love is unique like an orbital
For only two electrons can fill this space
As my love for you increases
My energy level rises
I am in this excited state
Increasing the tendency to form a chemical bond
I was an element
It took you to make me a compund substance
Falling in love with you is a chemical reaction
Which causes my love for you to grow
Ours is an exothermic love
Each giving love, not just absorbing it
Sometimes you do something especially nice
Which speeds up the chemical process
Like a catalyst in my increasing love for you
I realise we hace our inhibition periods
And sometimes I am selfish enough
To be an endothermic reaction
Only absorbing your love
The feeling I have for you is so intense
It cannot be measured in kilojoules
Often I have to make a qualitative elementary analysis
To understand and love you more
But I don't expect to know your empirical formula
You are too complex a person for that
WHEN YOU ARE GONE, I AM A NOBLE GAS
AN INERT SUBSTANCE WHEN I AM WITHOUT YOU
THE WORLD SEEMS STILL
AND I AM AT EQUILIBRIUM............

I know, I'll wake up super early tomorrow to use the VCD player in my otou-san's room while he's at work! :D Or watch it using my laptop, worse come to worst (no kick at all) :p

I borrowed a jap drama series from my friend and I CAN'T WATCH IT! ;_; The VCD player that was outside in the living room has been taken by my onii-san into his room and now there's no VCD player in the living room! I haven't got a tv in my room so even if the hifi comes with a vcd player, I still can't watch the drama! *sob* What am i supposed to do, *listen* to the show instead of watch?

Monster-san, quote from *who* huh? :p

Monster-san, your bro AGAIN issit? *pat pat*

I'm hooked on ice-cream these few days... *looks down at expanding waistline in horror* ;_;

The stupid idiot called my handphone again just now...... :(

The weather nowadays is seriously going bonkers. It was so damn hot in the afternoon and then suddenly it rained. :( And it was raining cats and dogs when I came back from my granny's place. I nearly slipped a couple of times, thanks to my slippers. :(

Sorry for the outburst below....very crude language :p ......but hey, I was furious! I told my onii-san about it. Next time that idiot calls again, I'll get my onii-san to pick up the call.....then that idiot would have hell to pay. Hiaks hiaks hiaks *evil glint*

I'm going off to sulk, byebye! :(

Spoil my day..... :(

That fucker called again :( If you got nothing to do, go fuck yourself! *fumes*

Stupid stupid stupid!!! :(

Fuck!! U call my handphone for fun issit! Called me 6 times in a row and when I answer you dun say anything!! Fuck fuck fuck!! Bastard!!!

I'm tired.... wasn't able to fall asleep till 5 plus this morning and at 10 plus some woman called... AND IT"S A WRONG NUMBER!! :( Spoilt my beauty sleep! ;_;

I ate too much just now.... my tummy's giving me a fit now ;_;

*yawn* I'm real sleepy now....... -____-

Monster-san!! U like the new look? :D

My friends wanna go back to help the military band tomorrow....but I can't go cos I gotta help my onii-chan buy something.... ;_;

I miss my stuff toys.... ;_; They're in the "zoo".....

Do you like the doggy? *points to the left* :D

The best supporting actress is......? 0_o;;

Monster-saaaaaaaaaannn, where r u??????????? ;_;

The title font suits the doggy pic very much, do you think so? :D

What do you think of the new layout? Tell me tell me! :D

I think it's working....kinda.... :p

Lemme try again...

It's not working... :(

Tinkering with the layout for a while...please bear with me :)

Nothing to do online.... I'm going off! And monster-san, where are u? ;_;

The artistes' gowns and suits would be the focus of this year's star awards again, I think... :p
Just look at Patricia Mok!

I'm blasting the roof off again :p

I just remembered...there's a small cosplay gathering in the country soon.... in STC :D

Shizuka.... issit jing4 xiang1?

I'm sure glad I bought the hifi from my onii-chan! :D If there's something that I can't do without for a day, it's gotta be music! I bring my Discman everywhere I go, to Uni (which is 2 hours travelling time from my home ;_;), to town, just a neighouring mall etc. :D Gotta have some music during all these travelling, or I'll die of boredom! :D

monster-san, are you awake? Dun dare to call your phone anymore... since your brother's back from Australia -_-;;

Thanks to my dear onii-chan, I am now addicted to techno and dance music. There's something nice about blasting the hifi in the room at a very loud volume, ne? Now I know why my bro does it all the time...... I'm doing it now too! :D Wheeeeeee!! Let's dance!

I sent my stuff toys to the "zoo" ....... ;_;

<whine>
I still want the tedddyyyyyybbbbeeeeaaaaarrrrrrrrr!! ;_;
</whine>

My bro's new hifi system was delivered here today.... really impressive.

Wow....... there are some really excellent fan artists and fanfic writers out there... too bad I'm not one of them ;_;

The teddybear had a school collar pin on it... :( so even if I make a uniform for the bear I won't have the collar pin :(

I'm so tired T_T I'm off to catch some zzzzz now. Oyasumi! :D

I rented a book to read this afternoon from the bookstore: Abduction by Robin Cook :D I like his books cos they're medical thrillers :D

You know what I saw in my room when I came home at 7pm just now? My otou-san repairing the power socket in my room and the hifi system that my onii-san's selling me scattered all over the floor. They helped me assemble the damn thing onto the lower portion of my computer desk, and then left me there to clear up those rubbish in my room. And I had a hell of a time trying to clear up a little bit of my room. I hate to admit it, but my room is worse than a pigsty ;_; All my textbooks, notes and what-not are scattered on the floor cos my cupboards are full. My onii-san promised to help me buy a new bookshelf soon so I'll be able to turn this pigsty back into a room fit for living for a human instead of a pig. -_-;; And I thought virgos are supposed to be super conscious about neatness? Why ain't I so then? :( And those poor stuff toys at the head of my bed that are covered with dust would have to go into the zoo...erm, I mean the storeroom -_-;; as there's no more space to keep them in the room. ;_;

I'm seriously dying of dehydration. Excuse me while I go get a pail of water to drink :p

Here's the 2 hymns that I talked about just now:

In His Time

In his time, in his time
He makes all things beautiful in his time
Lord, please show me ev'ry day
As you're teaching me your way
That you do just what you say
In your time

In your time, in your time
You make all things beautiful in your time
Lord, my life to you I bring
May each song I have to sing
Be to you a lovely thing
In your time

In your time (In your time)
In your time (In your time, Lord)
You make all things beautiful in your time
Lord, my life to you I bring
May each song I have to sing
Be to you a lovely thing, in your time

Pass It On

It only takes a spark to get a fire going,
And soon all those around
Can warm up in its glowing
That's how it is with God's love
Once you experienced it,
You spread His love to everyone,
You want to pass it on.

What a wondrous time is spring
When all the trees are budding,
The birds begin to sing,
The flowers start their blooming,
That's how it is with God's love,
Once you experienced it,
You want to sing,
It's fresh like spring,
You want to pass it on.

I wish for you my friend,
This happiness that I've found,
You can depend on Him,
It matters not where you're bound.
I'll shout it from the mountain top,
I want the world to know,
The Lord of love, has come to me,
I want to pass it on.

My exam results are coming out on 5 Dec 2000, 12 noon. :(
Lemme die........

Monster-san? *pat pat*

Never mind, I'll go get myself a Forever Friends teddybear and make a convent uniform for it myself! :D Would that make it become a Cosplay Bear? :D

I went to my secondary school today! :D Met a lot of ex-schoolmates and teachers! Had a great time talking to our teachers and we saw our band instructress too! She still remembers that I played the baritone last time :) Being a catholic school, there's this prayer service during the function and we sang those hymns that we used to sing in mass. Kinda miss those hymns, even though I'm not a Catholic. :) There's 2 hymns that my friend and I specially remembered: In His Time and Pass It On. Maybe I'll post the lyrics later. :D

The new school's real big when compared to the old one! There's a big hall which is air conditioned, and they have a big music room and a big storeroom for the military band, both air conditioned. Too bad we dun get to use these facilities. :( There's a big problem with the band now though: the (stoopid) principal wants them to win something in next year's competition or else she'll close down the band! How could she do that?!? I know she doesn't like the band (as if we like her! >:( ), but this is going too far. Since my friends and I are having our holidays now, we will probably go help them during their practices. If only the previous principal didn't retire... ;_; The band has a lot of trouble with the current principal..............and WE DO NOT LIKE HER AT ALL. >:(

Now there's something that really pissed me off today. The school was selling a cute teddybear wearing our convent uniform as a souvenoir (is the spelling correct?) and we've already reserved the bears a looooonnnnngg time ago, way before the exams. And today they actually f**ked up and sold those reserved bears to other people! We only got to know about it at 9pm, waaaaayyyy AFTER the bears are sold out. Now we won't get the bears, and there's no other place where we can get it anymore. ;_; How could they do this to us? My friend was also about to explode cos when she wanted to buy the bear back at the old school location, they said they're brought them to the new location and would be sold there. And when she got there (specially for the bear, she didn't want to go to the new location cos she had something on), they actually told her that the bears are only sold at the old school location. -__-;;; My friend nearly exploded there and then. >:(

<whine>
I want the convent uniform tedddddddddddddybeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! ;_;
</whine>

(pardon my broken English...it's never fluent when I'm angry T_T )

Monster is too engrossed in his TV show that he did not reply my SMS. :(

55 new mails in an acct which I didn't check for just 2 days? 0_o;;

BTW, monster-san, you're the "Orange", right? :D

It's NOT raining this afternoon. Why doesn't it rain when I'm supposed to do the housework? ;_; It's so hot and stuffy now! :(

I'm going back to my secondary school tomorrow. But I dun feel like going out at all. sigh.

Why do I receive all these mails that are meant for another person?? Some one just sent a "keeping in touch" mail to my hotmail account, and it's in Malay or something! And last time I received a Spanish and a French message! What should I do? Send a mail back to the sender telling them they've got the wrong email addy? Or ignore them? *sigh* They'd better not send large attachments and clog up my Inbox! :(

Monster just said he's driving his dad to Ubi. Driving. *shiver*

monster! Dun drive at night, u blur king! :p Dun you know that little children like you are not supposed to drive? :p :p :p

Didn't do anything at all yesterday except read fanfics and sleep. I'm getting lazier and lazier.... :p

I'm going off............................. to stare into space again :p

I'd better finish up my website soon or I won't be able to do it when the new semester starts... :( And I've gotta make a site for my brother too.... :) to showcase his model car collection...

Wheeee!!! :D I'm going to karaoke with my friends on Saturday!! :D

monster-san, DP's great! :D

I dun feel like moving AT ALL, not even to go get a drink...... I'm LAZY.
.........
................
......................arghhh!! Get the name (*points down*) out of my head! :(

U know what? Nowadays I dun even feel like switching the computer on..... must be the side-effects of being a computing student.... those terrible hours of facing the computer trying to write those lines of code.... sigh...

Wheeeee!!! :D Blogger is being very user-friendly today! :D

.......and the name is still stuck in my head. :p And I found out today that I needn't have wasted the time to find the name 'cos my friend knows it ;_; Oi! If you know the name then tell me earlier lah! :p

........I've done absolutely nothing these few days except reading manga and staring into space........ sigh...

The name's kinda stuck in my head now, thanks to my weird compulsion to find his name :p

.........Moroboshi Dai..........

Funny email from my cousin:

HA HA HA THIS IS CUTE.........................

Ever wonder why office staff are dead tired by the end of the day and
companies require no further physical fitness programs for their
employees??
REASONS BEING ...
Everyone gets enough exercise:
## Jumping.................to conclusion
## Beating.................around the bush
## Running.................down the boss
## Going...................around the circles
## Dragging................their feet
## Passing.................the buck
## Climbing................the ladder
## Wading..................through paperwork
## Pulling.................strings
## Throwing................their weight around
## Stretching..............the truth
## Bending.................the rules, and
## Pushing.................their luck too .... far

No wonder they are all tired at the end of a working day !!!

XD

Blogger wouldn't publish my posts... ;_;

*shakes blogger and turns it upside-down*

Another funny sign from Pacfusion:

Outside a secondhand shop:
WE EXCHANGE ANYTHING - BICYCLES, WASHING MACHINES ETC. WHY NOT BRING YOUR WIFE ALONG AND GET A WONDERFUL BARGAIN?

XD XD

Arghhhh!! Someone please shoot me! I just did the stupidest thing possible! I hit Ctrl-Alt-Del to end a not-responding task and I accidentally hit the shut down button instead! -_-;;; The mail I was writing is lost!! Arghhh!!! :( *tears hair out in frustration*

...I think I'm crazy. I spent more than an hour online last night just searching for a very minor Slam Dunk character's japanese name.
-__-;;; But at least I know his name now. Moroboshi Dai. :p

Went out for coffee with my friend G just now...I'm glad she's happier now... she'll be starting on her new job tomorrow...

Lemme die...

What's that nice soothing music coming from my bro's room?

Out of boredom today, I looked up some characters in a Chinese dictionary. And I realized that a word that I was always pronouncing as yan2, was actually pronounced as yan4. ;p Another one, I thought it was zhu4, but it was actually zhu1. I think I need to brush up on my Chinese. -__-;;;

Now...whatever happened to the C programming textbook I bought during the semester? *hunts through the stacks of book on the floor, making the already messy room messier*

Does anyone know how to swap multiple midis such that a different song is loaded each time the page is accessed? Tell me please! :D Thank you!! :D :D

I think I'll buy the hifi from my bro. He offered to help me pay my school fees first! :D I can always return him the money after I get my angbaos during Chinese New Year! Yippee!! :D Now I wouldn't have to rely on my discman every time I feel like listening to music! :D :D :D And if I get the TV, I'll be able to watch anime in the comfort of my own room! :D :D :D

Okie, I geddit. It's working off and on. -_-;;

?? Now it's working!! :D

Blogger isn't working again... ;_;

My bro bought a new hifi system yesterday. Now he wanna sell his old hifi-system to me, at $350. It cost almost a thousand dollars when he first bought it, and it's still as good as new. The sound system is terrific. Plus it has a VCD player! :D Should I buy it? But what about my school fees next semester? -____-

Should I buy it? Should I or should I not? If I buy it, I'll have to get a new TV to put in my room.. should I buy it? *so confused*
*_*

I'm off to bathe, ja! :)

The main page of the StrawBeree Garden you saw last time, I think I'll trash it. I try making a new one...hopefully it'll be better.

I'm thinking of redoing the look of the blog again...this time with some graphics... wonder if I can pull it off...

*note to self* must reply to Surez about going back to secondary school later...

monster-san, I like the website! :D :D :D Make a website for me leh! :D :D :D

I'll be going back to my secondary school next Friday. The school's moving to its new premises soon and it's the farewell ceremony that day. *sniff* I think I'm gonna miss the school building. ;_; It's real small, just a rectangular building, parts of it 2-storey high and parts just 1 storey, surrounding 2 basketball courts that are side by side. Very small, ne? :) But it's real cozy and really creates a sense of being in a large family instead of being in school.

I spent 4 years of my life there and I cherish the memories, both the bad and the good. :) I miss the hall, where I spent much of my time there practising for the military band. I miss the 4E classroom, nearest to the canteen, where we'd always rush out and be the first in the queues :) I miss the dusty bandroom where we kept all our instruments and had many small conversations there. I miss the court, where we'd practising our marching under the hot sun with our instruments. I was a bad girl, I skipped many marching practises ;p , but not band practices though. I even miss the cooking room and sewing room where we had our home econs lessons. Miss the small labs too. :D

I'm getting teary-eyed. ;_; And feeling really nostalgic.

Yes it is! :D

Is blogger publishing this?

And this is my stress style :p

You're The Stoic. Your stress style follows the path of many steadfast folks: Think of the Brits with their "stiff upper lips," or the Germans with their cool-as-a-cucumber reserve. It amazes those who know you, but stress hardly seems to affect you. In fact, friends might even say you're oblivious to the tension in your life.

But being in denial about stress doesn't really make it go away. Small problems may seem to take care of themselves when ignored, but major life issues need attention to be resolved in a positive way. The next time you're faced with serious stress, pull your ostrich-like head out of the sand and try giving the situation your full attention for a change. You might be surprised to find that your coping skills are actually quite good — even if they're a little rusty.

0_o I thought I'm usually in the stress-till-can-die mode? Especially during the school semester? Must be the holidays... -_-;;

Took the ultimate personality test at Emode...here's the results :D

Hey, mileen, you're a Critic!

You're complex and thoughtful. You look beneath the surface. You're good at chess (or would be if you played). Pondering deep thoughts sounds better to you than going out on the town. But you can be so critical and introspective that even positive qualities can seem like faults. The truth is that you have a very perceptive, gentle spirit.

You carry quite a few burdens on those little shoulders of yours. Sometimes the world seems so gloomy that you just want to crawl up in your cozy bed and sleep it off. That shy nature of yours means you like to be alone watching romantic comedies, preferably ones starring Hugh Grant and Julia Roberts. Chances are you hate arguing and other tense situations, which can leave you feeling helpless and confused. But there's a part deep inside you that's aching to make some serious bucks. You just need to figure how to go out and grab it.

You hate chaos at work and prefer a structured environment. You avoid co-workers who talk loudly or brandish sharp objects. Sometimes you feel undervalued by your boss, but everyone notices your motivation and talent. You wish you dressed snappier. But you're an original thinker, and people will respect your judgments once they get to know you.

Some parts are kinda true, some aren't. No, I'm not gonna say which parts are true. :p

Yes! Emode has finished its maintenance!

I'm going off....byebye! :)

It's Saturday tomorrow! :D I get to watch Card Captor Sakura! But remind me to do the laundry first. :p My otou-san would throttle me if I forgot to do the laundry.

monster-san, I've seen the site! :D It's NICE!! :D :D :D

ps. the pasar malam downstairs is on now! :D

If you're really, really bored now, go here. That's a sneak preview of the StrawBeree Garden mainpage. Dun expect anything flashy, it's just an amateurish-looking, plain webpage :p And if you're really , really, really-to-the-power-of-infinity bored, give me your comments on it, okie? :D

"Emode is temporarily unavailable because of routine maintenance. Please try again later." ..................... just when I thought I'll go have some fun taking the tests at emode. ;_;

Ruby-san, you really think the skins are nice? I'm so happy!! :D :D :D

Yes! Yes! Blogger finally published my posts! :D Wheeeee!!! :D :D :D :D

From Pacfusion:

Funny Signs
Spotted in a toilet in a London office block: TOILET OUT OF ORDER. PLEASE USE FLOOR BELOW.

XD I love these funny signs! :D

That's it. Stoopid Blogger! :(
I shall go work on the StrawBeree Garden. I'm getting the hang of the basic stuff in Dreamweaver now! :D

Blogger! :( It's been more than 24 hours! Why why why why why aren't you publishing my posts?!?! :(

I have officially eaten my breakfast-cum-lunch for today: 4 pieces of biscuits! :p

I give up on blogger! :(
I try to publish the posts again tomorrow morning!

I finished the main page of the StrawBeree Garden. It's kind of simple, cos I didn't want it to be too slow-loading, but the major part of it is because I'm not creative ;_;
It's pink! :D I wonder if Straw would kill me for that? :p

From Pacfusion (again :p ):

Funny signs
Seen during a conference:
FOR ANYONE WHO HAS CHILDREN AND DOESN'T KNOW IT, THERE IS A DAY CARE ON THE FIRST FLOOR

XD XD XD :p

From Pacfusion (again :p ):

Funny signs
Seen during a conference:
FOR ANYONE WHO HAS CHILDREN AND DOESN'T KNOW IT, THERE IS A DAY CARE ON THE FIRST FLOOR

XD XD XD :p

*shakes blogger vigorously*

I wonder how many books of the Taiwanese version of DN Angel is out? Last time I read it, there was only one. It's real interesting but I couldn't read on... ;_;

Bad bad blogger! \ _ / Why can't you just publish my posts? :(

Came back.... only bought some manga that I'm recollecting...no new ones... :( and I bought some clear holders to hold my ugly drawings! :D

Wheeeeee!! :D I'm going out in a little while to get my manga! :D I wonder if I can find them.... :) Byebye!

I'm going to sleep soon... Oyasumi minna-san! :D

For those who like manga with *crazy* main characters, I recommend Houshin Engi. It's (very) loosely based on a Chinese myth (or rather a novel about deities and spirits...err I dun know how to describe it exactly. For those who know hanyu pinyin, it's shen2 hua4 gu4 shi4 :D ), has lotsa fighting and comical scenes. I like it! :D
Taikoubou is really funny :D But I like Youzen (Yang2 Jian3) the best! :D :D :D

Wheeeee!!! ^_^ My god-son is ultra-kawaii!! He's such an hyperactive boy. :) He's curious about everything, never stays still for a moment and isn't afraid of strangers. A bit naughty though. :D

My friend and I had enough of using xoom, or rather, nbci now... so where should we move the website to? Any suggestions of reliable free servers with ftp access, anyone? :D

monster-san, take it easy... okie?

<whine>
I wanna read the DN Angels manga!! -____-
</whine>

I'm still trying to get the main page of the StrawBeree Garden to work... which it isn't T_T
To think of all the other pages of the Garden makes me shudder.... -_-

I'm gonna laze on the bed for half an hour before going to my grandma's place for dinner. Ja ne! :D

Realized earlier in the day that if I intend to go get my manga tomorrow, I must finish all the housework by hook or by crook. So I forced myself away from the computer and got to work. Finally finished all the work just now. I'm so tired. Why can't it rain just now so that the house would be cooler? -_-;;;

Ruby-san, I've sent the skins to you! :D They're not really nice, gomen ne!

I'm going off...come back online later! :D

ps. monster-san, are you awake? :D

My room's in a mess now. -_-;;; Textbooks all over the floor 'cos my cupboard's too full to hold them, manga (many books) lying beneath my bed, bags that there's nowhere to keep them.... sigh....

I just suddenly thought of something my software design tutor said during the last tutorial before the exams: "After the exams, take a break for one or two weeks, then try to brush up on your Java programming. Those who want to try coding the HMS system can try, and let me know the outcome."

......try coding the HMS?!? I had a terrible time just with the OO Analysis and Design of the baka HMS alone! To try to code that actual *#$%# system would be like trying to commit suicide (for me, maybe not for others :p )! Erm, I'll rather work on HTML coding than Java coding. :p
Hiaks hiaks! I'm such a lazy girl. :D

I'm having a hard time working on the StrawBeree Garden (It's the winamp skin and icons website I'm working on with my friend). I think I have zero creativity. :( Why can't I create a nice website? :( And to think my friend went through so much effort to draw and paint several pics of 2 kawaii girls specially for the Garden so that it'll be different from other websites, but I can't put them to good use! :( I must go battle with the Dreamweaver later. Can't afford to let my friend's effort go down the drain! *nods head in determination*

I am such a pig. :( I slept from 3 30am till 1 30pm this afternoon. That's 10 hours of sleep! And the worst thing is, I still feel sleepy. :(
Think I'll do the laundry and mop the floor tomorrow. Why? Because I am a procrastinator. :p

I'm so tired.... I'll be sleeping soon... *yawn* maybe I'll go play some games for a while first :p

My email acct at www.com was down last night... :(

Still struggling with Dreamweaver.... sigh.... :(

From Pacfusion:

Funny signs
message on a leaflet: IF YOU CANNOT READ, THIS LEAFLET WILL TELL YOU HOW TO GET LESSONS

:D :D

Shit, my bro wants to use the phone.... :( I haven't surfed for even half an hour yet! And he told me to wash the dishes for him cos he cut his finger. :( Guess I'll go wash the dishes and come back online late in the night (or rather early in the morning, depends on how you look at it :p ). Ja ne! :D

Just came back not long ago. Helped my friend to move her things from her in-laws' house back to her own parents' house. Guess she's tired of quarrelling and giving in again and again to her husband. She's in a lot of turmoil now, but I really can't help her with anything except be there for her when she needs me.

IMHO, though, I think she's better off without that scum of a husband. My friends and I spent 4 years consoling her whenever she quarrelled with him and we had been telling her to get rid of that scum for so long. But she stuck on with him and eventually married him and bore him a lovely son.

As to why I dislike (or rather hate) that scum, basically it is because he often treats my friend badly and he is a f**king gambler. Everytime he said he'll change for the better, he wouldn't keep that promise. He basically has a "come hit me" face, often gets into trouble 'cos of gambling and then my friend would have to borrow money from her relatives and us friends to help him pay off the debts. There's a whole lot more reasons as to why I hate him, which I won't bother to write here.

>:( I'm almost rambling incoherently now, so I'll stop here. I hope my friend would be strong and get through this difficult period of her life. Think I'll call her again tomorrow evening...

I just spent 1 hour plus trying to figure out how to use Dreamweaver.... and I'm not getting much progress. :(

I'm bored. :(

Sending the finished Mitsui skin to my friend now... :D
The zipped file is so small! :D Less than 100KB. Is that the benefit of making a black/grey/white skin? :D

I won't be blogging much today cos Blogger is being naughty again and refuses to publish my posts 9 out of 10 times, and cos I wanna work on a new website featuring (horror!) my drawings! :D And of cos, there's still work to be done on the winamp skins and the website! :D
That's it then, I may come online again later, byebye! :D

ps. monster-san, the restored pic cannot be shown on the site. :(

I added a link to Ruby-san's blog! *points to the left* :D

I'm back! :D Back to torturing my poor laptop again! Hiaks hiaks hiaks! :D

Now it isn't. :(

Yes it is! :D

Is blogger publishing my posts?

Wheeee!!! :D Ruby-san linked me! :D I'm soooooo happy! :D :D

monster-san, I'll be going to Sim Lim Square at 2pm wih my cousin, he needs to get some conputer accessories. And my bro wants me to get him a game but I dunno which one! T_T

I'd better log off...bye.

My laptop's whining again.... it just gave me an illegal operation for my Mcafee virus scan.... and the tab key isn't working correctly.... :( :( :(

But i think I whine more than my laptop :p

Oh man, otou-san's gonna kill me when he gets the phonebill for this month.... I've been online waaaayyyy too much. :(

Netscape's being naughty again.... -_-;;;

Hope I'll get to meet my JC friend next week...umm... this week, I mean. It's monday already. :p I haven't seen her for a long time except fleeting glances on campus sometimes. Our faculties are right next to each other, but I still dun get to meet her often. And the rest of my JC classmates also. :(

I can't sleep. :(

I think I'd better go and sleep... my laptop seems to be protesting against the hours of torture I inflict on it.... better let it rest well tonight so that I can torture it again tomorrow! :D Hiaks hiaks hiaks! *evil glint*

Oyasumi everyone! :D

Checking out the new links in Anipike...

Oh yes yes! My bro's been telling me to watch Initial D cos he loves it and he guarantees that I'll love it too! :D If that's true, I'm gonna buy the manga!

I haven't tried watching my Lost Universe anime yet. It's been sitting there for half a year now. I lent it to my bro's friend, but he said there's something wrong with the VCDs and he couldn't watch it. I havent tried it on my VCD player yet. I hope it works. :)

I know I said I'm going to sleep just now, monster-san, but then I decided to finish the last part of the Mitsui winamp skin so that it would not be hanging over my head and I can send it to my friend! :D Then I can start looking for a Rukawa pic to skin to annoy this friend of mine (she dislikes Rukawa). *giggles evily* But before that, I wanna finish the Belldandy skin and the CCS skin first. :D And I want to start on the Touya and Yukito skin! :D Hiaks hiaks!

My right arm still hurts... do I need to go see a doctor?

Nah! I hate doctors. :(

I think the thing that I love to do most is doing nothing . -_-;;;

monster-san is going home now! :D

I am such a lazy bum. Now that the exams are over, I can do all the things that I wanted to but couldn't do due to exams, and now I just dun feel like doing anything. Even the playstation couldn't hold my attention for more than an hour. And the Dreamcast is sitting there waiting for me to go and play, but I'll rather sit and stare into space. What's wrong with me? 0_0

Better log off now, byebye! :D

Virus alert posting from the school's bbs:

From: McAfee.com Dispatch
Subject: VIRUS ALERT - W32/Navidad@M

Dear McAfee.com Dispatch Subscriber:

W32/Navidad@M is an Internet worm that spreads using the
Windows email program Outlook. McAfee AVERT has given it a
risk assessment of MEDIUM-ON WATCH, due to a significant
increase in infection levels worldwide.

The email can come from addresses that you will recognize.
Attached is a file named NAVIDAD.EXE and when it is run, it
displays a dialog box entitled, "Error" which reads "UI". A
blue eye icon then appears in the system tray next to the
clock in the lower right corner of the screen, and a copy of
the worm is saved to the file "winsvrc.vxd" in the WINDOWS
SYSTEM directory.

If your PC becomes infected with the W32/Navidad@M worm, all
subsequent emails addressed to you will be responded to
automatically with an email from your address with the
W32/Navidad@M worm as an attachment.

There's a lot of commercials on TV about the various CDs out in the market. So far I've already singled out 4 CDs that I wanna buy... but being a poor student struggling to pay for my tuition fees, I can't afford to get all 4! :( Should I get the pop music compilation or should I get the New Age/World compilation? Hmm.... When will tuition resume? I need the income! :(

monster-san, I signed up for an acct already! :D

monster-san is having a fine time outside with his camp-mates.... and I'm stuck at home surfing net.... :(

I'm thinking of redesigning the blog again, this time with some graphics in it..... should I make it pink instead? And what a coincidence, some blogs that I frequent changed their layout today.... and they're all blue in color! :D

Was looking at some cosplay sites.... some of the costumes they made were awesome... really pretty... *stares at the pictures in awe*

monster-san, you know the meaning of "buay hiao bai"? :p

Me going off temporarily... byebye! :D

monster-san, are you still sleeping? ;p

I hate the Mitsui winamp skin I'm working on. The more I look at it, the more I hate it. But it's around 90% finished, and my friend wants the Mitsui skin, but I think it's really horrendous. Should I ditch the skin? But there's no other nice pics of Mitsui that I can find... those nice ones I find aren't suitable for skinning...unless I'm willing to spend hours editing the image, but I'm too lazy . :p
I hate the Mitsui skin. :(

The Sakuragi skin I made for my friend earlier in the year wasn't that great either.... sigh..... but it was only my 3rd skin, so I had an excuse for that, I wasn't proficient in using Adobe Photoshop...

Just to spite my friend, I think I'll go make a Rukawa skin....cos she hates Rukawa. :p

how come the buttons you see when composing mails in Hotmail looks kinda weird in IE, like it's not big enough for the words on it? I don't see that problem in Netscape...hmmm....

I haven't finished forwarding all the fanfics left in my hotmail inbox to my real email acct yet.... everytime I clear off some of the fanfics, more fanfics come in.... sigh... better go forward the rest of the fics now... :|

I love to draw manga-style pictures... but ever since I entered junior college I didn't practice drawing as often as I did in secondary school (lotsa of pics drawn inside my textbooks, especially in my E. Math and History textbooks! :D ) cos of longer school hours ....and it's even worse when I entered Uni.... I think my drawing skills had deteriorated (is that the correct spelling?) over the years.... not that it was any good before, but it's worse now. :( I'd better go improve my drawing skills this holidays! :D
Then maybe I can create a webpage with those horribly ugly drawings and blind anyone who happens to visit it! :D Hiaks hiaks hiaks!! *evil glint in the eye*

Ouch! 0_o
My right arm hurts... is it because I've spent too much time using my right hand to control the mouse? :( Or is it because of all those books and notes I had to carry (a long long way) to the examination hall for the open-book exams? :(
Pain pain pain! :( :(

Does anyone like the new look of the blog? :D It's not black anymore!! :D Not as glum and solemn as before! :D

I also made the font size smaller and changed the font to Arial. Is it okay or too small?

Yes!! Finally I can publish my posts! Yippee!! :D

monster-san, I can't sleep. :(

Cannot. :(

:D Let me try publishing again....

It's not. :(

Let me try again.... is it working?

I changed the look of the blog a bit.... since I'm now officially enjoying my holidays, there's no reason for me to be glum and moody :D
Does that hurt your eyes? :)

Blogger! Why must u only publish my posts as and when u like it? It's always fine one day and "page cannot be displayed" another. :(

:(
I can't blog. :(
I'll try again later....

"The page cannot be displayed"
AGAIN???? Why do you always gimme this error, dear blogger? :(

I didn't sleep well last night.... kept waking up and thinking "I've got to get up and study!" .... then I realised my exams are over.... :p
Is this post-exam stress? :D

monster-san, dun eat beef anymore! :D

I think I'd better log off and rest. Umm, if you have the time, sign my guestbook please, cos I like to know what other people think. Thanks! :D
Byebye and oyasumi! :D

Hmmm... where can I find nice Belldandy pictures?

*yawn* I'm really totally drained of energy. And my neck hurts more than ever. Should I go sleep?

monster-san, what are u doing right now? :D

Does anyone mind if this blog becomes pastel in color? :D After so many days of being glum and moody, I think it's time for a change! :D Lesse if I can do it successfully.

Lemme forward those fanfics sitting in my hotmail acct into my ISP's email acct. Then I can read to my heart's content. :D

0_o My neck hurts. Been hurting for the past few days.... owww! :(
I'm gonna get a good night's sleep tonight and wake up in time for Slam Dunk and Card Captor Sakura anime shows tomorrow! :D

I need a place to host some graphics.... 0_0 Where?

From Pacfusion:

Funny signs:
Seen on a repair shop door
WE CAN REPAIR ANYTHING. (PLEASE KNOCK HARD ON THE DOOR - THE BELL DOESN'T WORK)

XD XD :p

The lecturer is cruel. He is really cruel. I didn't even finish half of the paper today. So did my friends. It was real tough. :( But hey, now I dun wanna grumble about it anymore. Guess I'll leave it till I get back my results. THEN I'll grumble. :p

The most important thing is:
EXAMS ARE OVER! :D

Brrrr....The weather's kinda cold today. I wonder if it's still raining outside.... hope it's not raining, cos I'm getting ready to go to the exam hall soon.... I hope the paper's gonna be easy. But judging from the midterm the lecturer gave, that's a very mild hope. The midterm was mcqs, closed book, and out of 14 questions, at least 6 had the answer "none of the above". :( Who would have dared to choose none of the above unless he/she was very sure that the other options were definitely wrong? And the questions were difficult. And that's 20% of the final grade.

Aiya, better not make myself nervous. Anyway, I gotta go, byebye! :D

Byebye! :D
monster-san, are u very happy now? :D

hiaks hiaks hiaks, do you think I'm crazy? :D Tell me! Sign my little dreambook! :D Please??

*promise to self* Just 10 mins more, then I'll go back to my imperative programming notes!

monster-san, are u sleeping or surfing or studying? Go study! :p
Dun be late for the exams!

I need to get back to studying, but I don't want to! :D

la la la la.... I'm so happy! :D

Counting down to the time of my freedom: 6 hours 40 mins more! :D

hiak hiaks! :D I'm really not in the mood for studying! I tried studying for 3 out of the 4 programming types, there's only the imperative programming section left, but it's a looonnnnggg section. :( But then the lecturer said that focus of this paper would not be on imperative programming, so that means I can slack off a bit on that right? :D

I'd really better go and study.... if I dun wanna flunk this paper.....byebye! :D

After today, I'll be able to concentrate on redesigning the skins page and this blog! :D I'll be able to make more skins! :D Yippee!! :D

I am back! :D I know I said I wouldn't be blogging and would go concentrate on my paper, but as usual, I couldn't resist! And blogger decided to publish all my posts just now! :D I'm so happy!

I can't concentrate! I'm in the holiday mood now! ......erm, come to think of it, I've been in the holiday mood since last sem's holidays.... :p

In 8 and 1/2 hours time, I'm FREE!!! :D :D :D :D :D But I haven't finished studying my PL Concepts yet. :( Better get back to studying.

It's not been publishing my posts since yesterday night....what's happening?

I just woke up.... trying to clear my head from the pounding headache. :( I will study afterwards. After the headache goes away. Why issit so many of my friends had their last paper today and here I am still struggling for my last paper tomorrow? It's not fair! *whines*

I am not going to blog today. (Not that blogger would publish my posts.... :( Why can't you just publish it!) I am not gonna surf net today. I'm gonna go get some much needed sleep and then concentrate for my last paper tomorrow. PL Concepts. Byebye.

Stupid paper today, I studied the first 2 sets of notes and only glanced through the third set cos I had no more time....guess what happened? All 40 MCQs came out from that third set! If 1/3 of them came from that set, I can understand, but all 40 of them? -_-;;;
My lecturers' real sadistic. Bet they did that cos no many people turned up for the lectures towards the end of the course. :(

monster-san, I didn't bring my phone out of the car...... how can I listen to your calls? :(
I was gonna apologize, but since you scolded me stupid, I shall not do it. :p

:(
-________________-

Why issn't blogger publishing my posts??? :( :(

I just woke up....still have 2 sets of notes to go through....less then 4 hours left :(

Back to the notes again.... :(

I am dead.

Wahhhh!!!!! It's 4 30 am and I still have 2 sets of notes to read through!!! T_T
Someone help me!! My brain's gonna explode due to information overload!!

*yawn*

Help me!!!!!!! :O

My brain is numb. It is now screaming information overload. :(

Tra lala!! I finished topic 6! :D
Now going onto topic 15: Social and Ethical Issues! :D

now playing on winamp: Don't Speak

Sigh....

Is blogger publishing my posts?

:D Okie! Going to attack topic 6!

Which underground Jap restaurant? The one in Bishan Junction 8? I want I want! :D
I wanna eat dan4 bao1 fan4! :D :D :D :D

Alright! My next topic is topic 6! :D

But I still have lots to go through.... :(

I better go start on topic 5....will come back later after I finish topic 5....ja! :D

monster-san! :D
Got Jap food to eat on Friday?

I finished topic 4! :D Hurray!
now starting on topic 5: Organizational Responsiveness; Systems Theory

errr.... I find that I've forgotten most of what I read just now.... -_-;;;

I finally finished topic 3: Nature of Work in Organizations! :D
Now I shall go tackle topic 4: Decision Making! :D

I'm going back to my IS Theory and Practice notes again. :(
Byebye and if you've got the time, sign my guestbook okie? :D (Oh man, I've been shamelessly begging people to sign my guestbook since I got it this afternoon.... -_-;;; )

*bounce bounce*
*trips on a set of notes*
U goddamned notes!! \ _ / I'm gonna burn you after tomorrow! :(

I dun like studying. :(
:(
:(
:(
-_______-

.......and I am still wasting my time here surfing net and blogging.....bad bad mileen! :(

Haizzzzzzz......... I am very slow.... I am still struggling with topic 3... and I have 13 hours left to finish studying, sleep for a few hours wake up and go to school for exams.... and the school is so far away.... :(

I better go hit the books (and supper! :D~~~ ) again! Ja! :D

Hey Tom, thanks for signing my guestbook! :D

I'm back! :D Couldn't stay glued to the notes for long! :D

Going off to start mugging, byebye! :D

monster-san, *pat pat*

now playing on my winamp: I Will Find You by Clannad
skin on winamp: a half-completed white color Belldandy skin. :D

..........no. -__-

Come on, sign my guestbook, please? I wasted a lot of time and effort on it....

........ did anyone sign my guestbook? :D

I must go and study I must go and study I must go and study I must go and study I must go and study I must go and study I must go and study I must go and study I must go and study I must go and study............................................................ I dun wanna study!

I have a headache now! Arghhhh! :(

Going off.... will be back to rant and rave later.... :p
Byebye! Oh, sign my guestbook pleeeaaassseee!! :D

*yawn*

Can I dun study, monster-san?

I'm flooding this blog with insane ramblings. I know that. but isn't this blog created for that exact purpose? :p

Everytime I flip open a set of notes or a textbook, I'll start to feel very sleepy. Is that a psychological effect?

I wanna learn Japanese! Hope I'll be able to bid for the basic Japanese module successfully next semester....

Is my English getting poorer and poorer? -____-
That's the aftereffects of reading too many Chinese fanfics and Chinese newspapers... :(

I am addicted to blogging. Is this good or is this bad? -_-

monster-san, u'd better go study! >:(

This time I really have to start studying at 8pm....my IS Theory and Practice paper is less than 17 hours away.... and I know absolutely nothing about this module! Wahhhhh!!!! T_T That's the effect of not going to lectures and not listening to tutorials! I didn't even do the tutorials and the assignments! :(

My otou-san's back from work! :D

Oh yes! I remembered! Please sign my guestbook! :D Thank you!! Arigato! :D Xie4 xie4!! :D

What did I wanna say? *scratches head* I forgot..... -___-;;;

Wah!! So many people had finished their exams today! *envious envious* -_-
U know, I just counted. I would have exactly 52 days of holidays before the new semester.
<whine>
That's not enough!! -_-;;;
</whine>

SOC people seems really moody today! :D It's only been 3 hours when I lasted visited the moods folder and now it's flooded with more than 160 msgs! :D

From Pacfusion:

Things that make u go hmmm.....
Seen in an office:
AFTER TEABREAK STAFF SHOULD EMPTY THE TEAPOT AND STAND UPSIDE DOWN ON THE DRAINING BOARD

.....remember to stand upside down after your tea break everyone! :D

I'll be logging off.....to sleep! :p
byebye! :D

*yawn*
By the way, it's less than 24 hours before my IS Theory and Practice exam....so WHY THE HELL AM I DOING ONLINE?

errrr......I dun know the answer to that either. -_-;;;

There'll be hell to pay when I receive my P-net bill this month.... :(

Added a link to monster-san! :D

How's the guestbook? :D

I added a guestbook! :D Still tweaking it around a bit, but if you've got the time, sign it please! :D I like to know what you think! :D

la la lala la.... :D

Back again, cos I dun feel like studying....going to sleep later... :p

Hiaks hiaks! I really gotta go off now! :D

BTW, monster-san, my IQ from the Emode test I took yesterday was 124.

Monster-san! Bread is much healthier than MacDonalds and KFC, u know? :p

It slowed down horribly again... :( I was so frustrated that I changed the connection to my P-net account instead of the school's, and it's now much faster! :D Bad thing is, though, I gotta pay for this connection. :( Wonder if I'd exceeded the free hours for this month?

Weird....suddenly the connection speeds up.... *__*

I gotta go read some PL Concepts....byebye!

Horribly slow connection! :(

I'm back! And I ate bread for lunch today again. :( Why is the connection so slow today?

Do I sound mad to u?

I cannot stand it anymore! I must do it! I must must must do it! Dun bother to stop me! I really must do it!! No, u stop trying to stop me! I will not be deterred! I must, I must, I must...................................................go get some food to eat. :p :p :p
Hahaha! :D

Should I add a guestbook? nobody would sign it right? nobody even mails me at all.... -______-

Wow! Is this true? :D

My onii-san just went to work. My otou-san has been at work since 7am. I am lazing around alone at home. And B.O.R.E.D..T.O..D.E.A.T.H. Hai.... :(

<whine>
I'm huuunnnnngggrrrrryyyyy........ -____-
</whine>
But I'm too lazy to move my lazy @$$ off the chair.... -_-;;

I've got absolutely no life now... but since when did SOCians have any life at all once they step into this place which can substitute for hell? :P

Wheeee.... in less than 52 hours time, I'll be free from the curse known as exams!! :D But then again, I have 2 hard battles to fight through till then.... -_-;;
Never mind, I'm still looking forward to 4pm on Friday! :D

I just woke up.... when I promised myself that I'll definitely wake up at 8am to study.... :(
I'm hungry....lemme surf net first before I go out in search of food to fill my hungry stomach! :D

I shall go sleep! byebye! Lesse if I can publish this!

Sigh....

Why cannot publish my posts? :(

I am back! :D
Didn't do a thing... I think I shall go sleep later... studies can wait till tomorrow! :D

Argh!!!

*_* Why are you refusing to publish my posts again, dear blogger?

What should I do now? I know, I shall go spend some time surfing other people's blogs! :D

Still dun feel like studying.... so I came back here! :D

Better go study, byebye! :þ

*bounce bounce* :þ

From what u read in this blog, do you think I'm mad?

Why's blogger working off and on these few days??

Find out what's in your name! :D

So many.... =O

Searching for various other tests to do.... the fun type, not those school ones! :D

Argh!! i spelled Google as Goggle! And I didn't realise it until the browser took me to some redirected page! Stupid stupid! :(

There was one hysterical woman on the TV just now.

I didn't study at 8pm like I promised myself that I would. I am such a PROCRASTINATOR. :(

I'm logging off now, ja!

My otou-san's back from work! :D

I like to draw.... :D Why am I telling you this? For fun and laughter, peace and joy. :D :D :D :D Okay, I'm mad.

*promise to self* I must revamp this blog and the Garden after Friday! :D
Which color do you think i should use on this blog? Black? White? Pink? Yellow? Green? Blue? Lavender? Red (ew)? :D :p

Is this simple layout horrendously ugly and hurting your eyes very much? :p

I've been spending more and more time on the net these few days. My otou-san would probably kill me when he receives the phone bill. -_-;;
*promise to self* I shall go study at 8pm sharp. :D

Saw this colorquiz link from one of the blogs I visited....u may wanna try it also :)

My fingers aren't obeying me today.... they keep tappping on the word characters when typing. :(

From Pacfusion:

Things that make you go hmmm....
seen in a laundromat
AUTOMATIC WASHING MACHINES: PLEASE REMOVE ALL YOUR CLOTHES WHEN THE LIGHTS GO OUT

Buahahahahahaha! :D

Just ate dinner.... I've supposedly promised myself that I'll study for the last 2 papers after dinner, but well, I'm a PROCRASTINATOR. ;p

*bounce bounce*
so hot! *bounces to the bathroom to bathe*

Hai.....are there no other poor suffering uni students out there except me? :(
I'm so sad.... T_T

Oops! Forgot that it's now SOC1, not S17 anymore! :D

Now that we dun go school, I kinda miss the fast fast computers in S17 PC lab 1...the moniter is big, the connection is fast, it's great! Nevermind, I'll get to use them again next semester! :D

I am bored. How many times have I said that during the past few days? Any nice songs to recommend, anyone? ^_^

Who likes Slam Dunk by Mr. Inoue Takehiko? Raise your hands! :D

It's really fun! :D Monster, go take it now! :D

I'm taking it now! :D

There's a different IQ test at Emode! :)

Hahaha...even year 3 students know how bad the paper was yesterday! :D They were talking about it in the school's bbs moods folder! :D Whew! I feel better! :P

I'm rotting at home now. I dun wanna make skins (too damn addictive...), dun wanna study (too boring...), dun have any books to read (hadn't gone to the bookshop for ages), dun wanna read fanfics (too damn addictive too...), so the only thing I can do is blog! :D Please bear with my nonsense! :D

:D I'm bored!

Time to go....ja! :D

Blogger's acting up again....sigh....

Just to share a joke I saw with you:

Kids and Science
The following are all quotes from 11 years olds' science exams:

"Water is composed of two gins, Oxygin and Hydrogin. Oxygin is pure gin. Hydrogin is gin and water."

"When you breathe, you inspire. When you do not breathe, you expire."

"H20 is hot water, and CO2 is cold water."

"Dew is formed on leaves when the sun shines down on them and makes them perspire."

"Mushrooms always grow in damp places and so they look like umbrellas."

"Rhubarb: a kind of celery gone bloodshot."

"Vacuum: A large, empty space where the pope lives."

"For drowning: climb on top of the person and move up and down to make Artificial Perspiration."

"The alimentary canal is located in the northern part of Indiana."

"Equator: A managerie lion running around the Earth through Africa."

"Germinate: To become a naturalized German."

"To prevent contraception: wear a condominium."

"To keep milk from turning sour: keep it in the cow."

Have you seen this joke before? It really tickled me, cos we used to invent our own theories and facts in science exams last time, not as bad as those above but pretty bad. :D
It's even worse for history... we can invent new agreements and wars etcs.... I remember in Sec 4, our history teacher was so exasperated at getting names like Woodstock, Wooden etc when she asked for the name of an American president :p Hahahaha! :D

Back....turns out that non of the windows were open.... poor ventilation in my home, huh? Well, I like it! :D Just checked my mail and found 3 more fanfics in them! :D Yeah!! Shall I try writing fanfics in the holidays? :)

I haven't read those 36 fanfics in my mail.... :(
Why did the sky get dark all of a sudden? It was still blazing hot when I went downstairs to get my bread for lunch.... is it gonna rain? Wait, I hear the rain drizzling! excuse me while I go and close the windows!

I ate bread for lunch again :(

Holed up at home now not doing anything....erm..constructive. :p Should be studying since I have 2 consecutive papers on Thursday and Saturday, but I dun feel like it. I never felt like studying. Not even when my @$$ is gonna catch on fire. :p Ho ho ho, I'm so "brave"! :D

I haven't taken any tests at Emode lately... guess I'll go take some on Friday night (no more exams at that time....yeah!!) :D

In case you people are wondering, I'm not as bonkers as yesterday, but I'm still pretty weird. :p
Gotta go study PL concepts later... :D

Does anyone know C programming out there? HELP ME!!! :p

Slept for a total of 14 hours.... I'm a pig. :(

I'm getting a pain in the neck now, besides the pain in my right arm. :( This is it. I'm going off to recuperate. Oyasuminasai! :D

I have a toy pig and toy bulldog that stares at me whenever I study at my working table. :( The pig looks very blur and the bulldog looks as if I refused to give it some sweets and it's pouting. ;p

It's over 9pm! Oh well, guess I'll go sleep at 9 30pm then.... gotta finish saving those fanfics first! :D

Wheeeee!!! :D
36 fanfics in my email! :D
Am I glad that I joined the mailing list! :D :D :D :D *quickly gets to reading*

I saw a blog which I really liked last night. :) The layout was really pretty and the owner sounds pretty nice. And there's plenty to see there. :) Lemme go visit it again.

0_o My right arm HURTS. Those damn notes and big fat textbook caused it. :(
I bet it'll be worse tomorrow. I'm not looking forward to that. :(

I'm back! :D
Nope, didn't slash my wrists in the bathroom, cos I wanted to enjoy myself first! :D I told you that just now! Not to mention the mess that I'll cause in the bathroom. Otou-san would be fuming! :p
*bounce*

I'm going off to bathe. Might come back after that. If I did not slash my wrists in the bathroom. :D Hyahahahaha!

If you think that I'm going bonkers, you're probably right. It's the aftereffects of the killer paper this afternoon. And the "confidence" of my friends in thinking that I'll pass with flying colors. Get it in your mind! I'm not a genius! I'm not a scholar! How many goddamned times must I tell you guys that? Dun stress me more than I already am! I'm already near the breaking limit! I'm been telling you people that for so many goddamned years! Dun stress me anymore! That's the easiest way to force me to go look for my mum!

<hysterical mode>
Alright! Everybody! Let's dance! :D :D :D :D :D Let's dance the sorrows away!!! :D :D :D :D
</hysterical mode>

I must post more before blogger decides not to publish my posts again! :D

<sing>
la la la la la.... :)
</sing>

Any poor suffering uni students like me out there? :D Mail me mail me! :D

*laughs hysterically* Buahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! :D

dun ask me why I laughed. I dun know why myself.... maybe b'cos I'm going crazy? :D Next time I shall name this blog "Insane Ramblings of the Mad Mind" :D

*promise to self* I shall go sleep at 9pm sharp....err.... maybe 9.30pm sharp :p

Why am I being so ultra genki when I should be dead by now? *_*

Yeah yeah yeah! My secondary school's moving to the new premises and they're selling teddy bears wearing our school uniform! :D I just got the news from my friend that the bears are ready and in the hands of one of my other friends! :D I can't wait to see it! I hope it's kawaii! :D :D :D :D

monster, who the hell TOLD you that the paper was easy? :(

:D In less than 5 days I'll be able to do whatever I want without a constant nagging voice in my head telling me that I should be studying instead of surfing, sleeping, making winamp skins etc... ;p

*yawn* hadn't slept much last night, thanks to Comp Archi...now I feel so lethargic....

Going off to eat....ja!

monster-san? :(
Dun be sad.... *offers monster-san one sweet*

*Bounce bounce* I'm sooooo hungry... :( Only ate a piece of bread in the morning before I left for the exam... I'm always like that, always too lazy to go out and get some real food instead of bread and instant noodles. I used to have my okaa-san take care of all my meals, but since she's not around anymore, I guess I'd better learn to be more independent, else she'll probably be mad at me... -_-
*promise to self* I must eat healthily! :D

I'm back! And no, I didn't commit suicide! :D The Comp Archi paper was a killer, but I've decided to leave the dying till after I get back my results! :D Why? Because I wanna enjoy myself before I die! Buahahahahahaha!! :p

Be happy for me! :D I have only 2 papers left on Thursday and Friday!! After that, I'm FREE!!! Wheeee!!! ^___^

Just wondering (yes, I am procrastinating again) .... does anyone read all this stupid ramblings/whinings anyway (not including you, monster-san!)?
Okay, I am really going off.

Better get going....
Arghhh!! 2 1/2 hours to go! :(
Better prepare to go to 404 Hall Not Found soon.... byebye! I'll be back after the paper.... if I dun commit suicide immediately after that. :p

Can someone show me the way to heaven?

*bounce bounce*
Should I continue studying until it's time to go to the 404 Hall Not Found for the exams? Or should I just give up and enjoy myself? Since it's not going make a difference to me as I won't be able to understand anything? sigh....
About the only thing I understand is basic pipelining, and that come from my (vague) memory of Computer Organization module taken last year. Sir, you better have some very simple pipelining question that I can answer in your paper! Else you'll be issuing some eggs to students like me! :(

Remind me never to take up any module even remotely touching on hardware. Give me programming modules anytime.

I am now:
- seriously in need of sleep. -_-
- haven't understood a single thing even though I read through of the notes.
- very very very very (....continue to infinity) scared of failing my Comp Archi paper.
- haven't even looked through the tutorials yet.
- tired and extremely tense.
- about to do some psychotic thing soon.
- still surfing net even though I am very very very (...continue to infinity) scared of failing. -_-;;

I gotta go back to my books again....ja! :D

<pray hard>
I hope I dun fail today! I dun wanna fail! Pleaaseeee!!! -_-;;
</pray hard>

Hahahaah!!! I going insane... less than 5 hours to go... I haven't finished half the notes!! -_-;; Is the topic on Vector Processors important? Must we study the microprocessors??? Argh!!! :(

Is the chapter on vector processors important? *_*

:(

Why am I having so many difficulties publishing my posts?? :(

Hm... how exactly do other people study for their exams? I always make plans to study blah blah at some blah blah time... but I NEVER follow what I want to do.... I dun have enough determination and perseverance.... :(

Will I fail my Comp Archi paper tomorrow?
<whine>
I dun wanna fail my exams!! My dad would kill me!! T_T
</whine>

-_-

Countdown to the exam: 17 hours left.... this time it's really doomsday.... :(

I HATE STUDYING COMPUTER ARCHITECTURE. -_____-

What's wrong??? -_-

Hihi!! :D Just had lunch...going to tackle the notes later... cos there's barely 24 hrs left!! Wah!!!! T _ T

Why didn't my last few posts show up even after reloading a few times?? *_*

Nearly 4 am... and I only read through one small chapter of the 1000-page textbook... never gonna finish at this rate... but still, I'm going to sleep. ;p Studies can wait. Sleep is more important to me. :D
Oyasumi! :)

Heeheehee.... leather bags, monster-san?

Errr.... L1 cache, L2 cache, Disk?????? What the hell are you talking about???? -_-;;

Once I'd have given anything to grow up faster, but now, i dun wanna grow up *whines* -______-

Can some expert help me with Comp Architecture pleassssseeeee?? -_-

Hya hya hya! Watch the news, racing, soccer, ate supper, drink tea, talk to otou-san, argue constructively with onii-san, etc etc BUT haven't started studying yet. As usual. Procrastinator. -_-;;

Time to log off and try to battle my Comp Archi notes again, ja ne! :D

La la lee la la... ;p

Not only the textbook, monster-san, the notes also.... :(

thanks for your advice, monster-san! And go study! ;p

*sigh*

I'm supposed to be studying, but I dun feel like studying... 6 days more to go before I'm free from living in hell, but if I dun suffer in hell now, I'll be burning eternally in hell fire when I get back my results... My dad would kill me... :( :( :(

*bounce bounce*

Err.... monster-san, please skip the rant below. I dun think you would wanna read it. And if you dun wanna hear a madwoman frothing at the mouth ranting, please skip the post also. ;p And pardon the language. I censored a bit but it's still not suitable for little kids. :p

Shit, just when I'm enjoying myself having a great light-hearted conversation with my otou-san as I was walking out of the elevator, I had to see our "friendly" neighbour coming out of her house. Short as she was, she was still able to look down her nose on us and give us that look as if we're just trash in her eyes. That just totally destroyed my good mood. To that woman: If you f**king think you're so goddamned superior than other people, then why dun you just f**k off and go live in some private estate! \ _ / With people like you around, how are we gonna maintain racial harmony?!?

And her children just absolutely take after her! If they (and their mother) see us coming, they'll delibrately wait for the other elevator. And if they got into the elevator first, once on the lobby they'll press the highest floor button, just so that we gotta wait for a longer time for the elevators! And they seem to be amused by the fact that I lost my mother to cancer, just barely one month after we move into the new flat. One of the goddamned kids delibrately hummed a song about mothers (shi4 shang4 zhi3 you3 ma1 ma1 hao3) just as I walked past their flat to go to the funeral wake at the lobby. And they're smirking! To actually do this when my brother and I are still grieving over the loss of our okaa-san! You think that's funny? Me and my bro sure as hell didn't think so! Luckily I didn't tell my bro about it until months after the whole incident, if I had told him about it there and then, he probably would have been so angry that he would have bashed that smart-alec kid up there and then. (Not that I mind, I'll even help my bro to do it!)

And in case some of you think that we're the anti-socials, we actually have great relationships with all the other families on our floor. And they couldn't maintain any good relationship with "that" family either. If the government wants a friendly living environment in the housing estates, and for people to interact more with their neighbours, sorry but to say, it won't happen. Not in a million years. Not with such people around.

Sorry but I really had to rant about this. I didn't want to rant over the phone to monster-san 'cos he had probably heard this rant a dozen times. I dun think he would care to hear it again. ;p If you did read this post, monster-san, and you regret reading it, dun complain to me. I did warn you at the beginnning, didn't I? ;p

I've spent the entire afternoon doing nothing.... *screams* what's gonna happen to my Comp Archi exam!?!?! -______-

Exam is to be held in Exhibition Room 404...
?!? 404 Hall Not Found?

I am B.O.R.E.D..T.O..D.E.A.T.H. :(

Hey hey hey, most people haven't even finished their last paper, u think there will be people wanting to buy your second-hand textbooks for the next semester at this time? *bewildered mileen bounces around* ^_^

monster-san, I miss my okaa-san. :(

My drawings are getting from bad to worse nowadays... -___-

I feel so lousy today! And I still dun feel like studying for my Comp Archi paper, even though it's less than 48 hrs away and I have a few hundred pages of notes plus a textbook which is a thousand pages (more or less, I dun remember the exact number) to read AND understand... :(

Does anyone like the midi on this blog? :D

Wheee!! Just watched the Slam Dunk anime and Card Captor Sakura anime on TV at one shot! (I'm a cheapskate! :D I should have bought the VCDs instead of watching those horrible dubbed and censored-for-God-knows-what versions on the TV) But anyway, I love Saturdays! :D I'm inspired to go make more and more and more winamp skins of Sakura and Touya and Yukito and Sakuragi and Rukawa and Akagi.....errr....maybe not Akagi... ;p

The CCS episode today was very touching. It was the episode where Sakura caught the Illusion clow card and Sakura (thought she)saw her mother (which was actually an illusion). And her mother came back to see her at the end (though Sakura couldn't see her but Touya did). I think her love for her mother was very overwhelming... it made me think of my own mother too. *sniff* Hope my mum is like Sakura's mother, now an angel living in peace in a very beautiful place...

Kinda overwhelmed with sad emotions these few days...with all the anguish we see on the TV because of the SQ006 plane crash... sigh... may the deceased rest in peace... and may their loved ones be strong... -_-

oyasumi... -_-

monster-san, u know the meaning of wait long long? ;p I miss my mum!

Argh! Dun wanna touch the Comp Archi things today! I'm going to dreamland, to all you poor souls still in agony, oyasumi! ;p

Alright, better hit the Comp Archi text and notes! ja!

That's the reason why I wanted to put this song, monster-san! It's sad!

Yes yes yes! the midi is on auto-repeat! :D

thanks thanks monster-san! :D

Life is so fragile, dun you think so? One minute you're here, the next minute you're gone. I guess I'll rather be the one who is 'gone', rather than be the one left behind in the living world. Kinda selfish of me, I know, but really, I can't stand the horrible pain of losing a loved one, it'll still hurt, even years later...
-__- Bad, bad mileen, selfish selfish!! *bangs head on the wall repeatedly, creating a dent in it* 0_0 *screams in pain* My poor wall!!!

Thanks, monster-san! :D I'll send u the midi in 2 mins time... the dun speak midi is very sad.... -_-

What's the url of Prof. Sung's website, monster-san? www.comp.nus.edu.sg/~sungkk?

My blog was black before the plane crash happened, monster-san. but it is now official black in honor of the deceased, esp. Prof. Sung and his wife. -_-

monster-san, the midi on your page is so sad...reminds me of the plane crash... :(
Can I send u a midi and can u please upload it to your singnet acct plllleeeeeaaaaaasssssssseeeeeeee???

sigh.... so sad... -_-

monster-san, your msg-board is now black in colour to honour the deceased in the SQ006 flight disaster issit? Or just to honor Prof. Sung?

Still dun feel like studying, nor do anything... gotta wake up early tomorrow to pay off the telephone bill or else risk disconnection :p

Can't the newspapers just report facts without sensationalising the whole issue? And get your facts right, for goodness' sake!! \ _ /

Why ain't I scared of the Comp Archi paper on Monday when it carries 70% of my total grade??? And I know nothing about the topic...haven't been going to lectures and doing any tutorials.... sigh.... hope I can pass that monstrous topic... -__-

hohohoho... wasted the whole afternoon surfing, listening to music, dancing, daydreaming, drawing, reading manga etc. ;p

School dialup is still horribly slow... -_-

Back again...tried to sleep but to no avail... guess it's b'cos I've already slept for nearly 10 hrs last night.... well then, I shall surf the net. ;p

Hm? No more DNS name look up failure? Weird...

*bounce bounce*

dun be desperate? U advising yourself issit, Mr. J**? *smirk*

DNS name look up failure?? again??? sigh...

monster-san! How long did u surf the net yesterday? u never studied! Er, me neither, but at least I put the time to good use sleeping! Yeah! Good mood today! No more tuition for 1 whole month! Got my pay also!! :D :D :D :D I shall study the Comp Architecture notes tonight!! :D dum ba dee dum dee du da..... :D

dum ba dee dum.... no tuition until 12/12/2000!! Yeah!!! :D

3 more papers to go, um, next paper is Comp Architecture on the 6th, with a big fat set of notes and a big fat textbook to digest within these 3 days... :( I'm not going to start studying for that today. My brain's totally fried from today's Software Design exam. :(

Why the hell are all the school Internet connections so slow today??? -_-;; I've dialled in to 3 different lines and all of them are the same! :(

Oh yeah, monster-san, there's nothing wrong with the midi, so it must be your ears that're having the problem. :p

Watching that show again, monster-san?
I wanna sleep.......

Sigh....

Just came back from the stupid exam... this one had 70% of the paper on OOA and OOD (which I dun really know how to draw) and another 15% on MCQs which was 3 marks each. Worse thing is we get 1 mark deducted for every wrong MCQ. :( And I thought 3 marks for the MCQs in the 2102 exam was too much. Now I'm thankful that they dun deduct marks. *sigh*) How to pass my exams like this?? Oh well, what's over is over. I only have 3 papers left! :D I'll be free from this agony next Friday! Celebrate for me! :D Logging off to eat dinner at Grandma's place now, ja!

2 hrs to go.... I'd better get going, or I'm gonna be late! Ja!