u got problem with me using the net for just 10 mins to check my cfm offers, you go and get a new phone line. You've got a handphone, so use it! Goddammit! For what other reason is the handphone used for? it's to be used when you cannot find a normal phone! fuck fuck fuck! Who the hell do you think you are!

FUCK

my cfm more important or your stupid phonecall more important? quarrel with me over the phone... GODDAMMIT!

Gave up on posting the chinese lyrics and deleted the entire post. Couldn't manage to get it to work ;_; I want Han Shen!

....school's starting on Tuesday, it's already Saturday and I still have absolutely no idea what modules I'm going to, or rather supposed to take for the next semester. All I know is I'm going to be bored to death cos most of them are business-focussed modules. How great. Bleargh. Will I get my cfms or not? Thinking of going for a Chinese cfm, but I'm afraid I've returned all that I've learnt back to the teacher after my last Chinese exam in JC1. :p

Busy busy!

Ne'way... I'm feeling all achy and hot now.... vacuumed and mopped the whole house just now... I find that the vacuum cleaner gives off a lot of heat... so if anyone feels really cold, try switching on the vacuum cleaner for warmth :p At least mine gave me such lovely warmth... so much so that by the time I finished vacumming the house, I was already drenched in sweat. Wow. I dun even sweat much during physical education lessons.

Watched Card Captor Sakura just now on TV. :D Touya makes such a... erm, tall and handsome er, Cinderella. :p He wore a ballgown and earrings! Hiaks hiaks hiaks!!! :D :D :D

..............I'm irritated for no particular reason again................

...........and the mosquito bites have not healed much even though it's already 4 days after Christmas... is there such a thing as being allergic to mosquitoes, or rather, being allergic to the yucky stuff that stupid mosquitoes inject into you when they bite you?? ;_;

Hope I'll get the modules I'd bid for... or else I wun even have 4 modules ;_;

Luckily there's buruburu dog here with me :)

Someone totally, absolutely spoilt my mood today. >_< And no, I won't bother boring you people with whos, hows and whys.

The "School of Cock-ups" lives up to its name again this sem, without fail... hah!

FUCK. Just found out that a lot of the modules I'm planning to take next semester clash with each other either in lecture timeslots or exam dates. FUCK. Now I can't take my Jap module and I may now end up with only 4 modules for this sem...... which means if I plan to graduate in 1 and a half years time, I'll have hell to go through during the last 2 sems.... DAMMIT!! And where the hell can you find easy, light workload level three modules in the first place??

*scratch scratch* so itchy....................................

It's Hari Raya today....................
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........................erm, just another holiday that falls within the school holidays. Not fair! I'll have one less public holiday when school starts! ;_;

*scratch scratch* Huh? You're saying that mosquito bites get worse if I scratch them? Well, who cares... I've been trying not to scratch them for the whole of yesterday and today but they're still BIG, FAT and RED. ;_;

*scratch scratch*

Before I forget, here's wishing you a belated Merry Christmas! :p

Hi! :D I'm back on the surface of the earth! :P Nah, I'm just too tired and lazy :p

I have a big fat buruburu dog plush toy now! :D Monster bought it for me yesterday! I'm so happy! Arigato monster! Buruburu's so~~~ kawaii! :D I should go get some photos of the plush toy and the balloon and scan them so that I can post them up here! :D And I know buruburu's known as Xiao Bai in Mandarin! :D

I'm wondering, am I attractive to mosquitoes? Why issit that people can sit near plants outdoors (which kinda breed mosquitoes) and not get bitten but I get bitten at least 3 times in 5 minutes? And even though I dun scratch the wounds, they swell until they're bigger than a 50 cent coin and they're RED. ITCHY. AND they HURT. A. LOT. :(

Mosquitoes, I HATE U!!!!! :(

Where's J? Tot she wanted to get the sewing patterns from me this afternoon?

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

In case you couldn't tell from my postings, I am very happy today! :D :D :D :D :D :D :p

Yippee!! :D :D :D Monster gave me a big buruburu dog (dog at the right *points*) balloon (?) yesterday night! :D Kawaii~~~~~~~~~~!! It's now hanging from the window grille :D I'm so~~~~~ happy!! :D :D Thank you monster!!!! :D :D :D

WAHAHAHAHAAAAAA!! Monster, go look at what type of search engine query brought someone to your blog! XD XD XD
What a pervert! :p That's what you get for naming your blog "Restricted Zone"! XD XD XD XD XD

My poor cousin was locked out of his own home just now for more than half an hour 'cos he didn't have the keys to the house and he had a terrible tummyache at that time... My aunt was home at that time, but she's deaf, so she couldn't hear the doorbell... he had to wait till his forgetful younger sister, who was going to tuition, came back to get something she forgot to bring (again!) before he could step into the house. Why doesn't his mother allow him to bring a set of housekeys out? Scared that he'll lose them or something? Come on, he's nearly 15, for goodness' sake! hai-ya..... *shakes head*

........and that forgetful female cousin of mine came back 3 times to get the things she forgot to bring. Not once, not twice, but three times. I can't believe it. *groan* She's always forgetting things, and she'll cry and make a terrible din after it... I'll be happy not to be at the scene when she does that... she's already kinda intolerable during normal days... *shudder*

I am bored..... sigh....

I must either be getting crazy or getting sick. I actually walked to my family optician's shop to collect my onii-chan's specs and then walk back. That's around 50 minutes of walking... me, someone who hates to even walk to HG Point(which is just 4 mins walk) to buy food even though I'm positively starving, actually walked for 50 mins? And I actually enjoyed it?? *faint*

Come to think of it, if I didn't have my discman with me, I wouldn't have done it. Thanks to the techno music blasting in my ears :p

Blogspot is finally back!! *Phew*

Blogspot is down?!?!? -_____-

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! The new chapter of my favourite fanfic is out!!!!! :D

*ah choo* *sniff*
Am I catching a cold? The weather's so erratic nowadays.... *bluuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrr*

Oh yeah, there's another old game I'm playing right now, it's called New Horizon on the PC version back in 1994/5 when I was playing it, now I'm playing the jap version on the SS now. :D That's a nice game too! :D (helps a lot in knowing just where's where in the world :D )

............ I'm going crazy all over again over those old~~ RPGs and strategy games that I play a few years back. Not that I have anything against the recent wondrous-graphics-3D-characters-multidisc games, but, I prefer controlling kawaii 2D characters when I play RPGs :p Replaying Dragon Force on my ancient Sega Saturn now :p (in case you're wondering, that's where the name "mileen" came from. ) :D

Forgot to add, thanks a million JC! :D (As if she's reading this :p )

Wheeeeee! :D What a pleasant surprise! I opened the mailbox and found a cute Christmas card sent by one of my friends! And it's of the cute doggie you see there! *points to the right* Kawaii!!! :D :D :D :D I'm so happy! :D The doggies are so cute! I'm gonna scan them into my computer! :D

Relationships kinda scare me now.... after seeing what my friend went through....... just call me a coward, I know.

Come to think of it, I oughta thank Blogger for providing me with a way of venting... I feel kinda better now, not much, but still better. :D

I desperately need help on how to communicate with people. Now.

Went out last night, supposedly just for dinner, which was what my friend said, but in the end we had to go to ktv till 1am, which was later than the time I told my dad that I'll be home. I thought I'll be able to get home at 1 plus, but alas, G decided that she wanted to eat roti prata after ktv, and I had to go along... she needed listening ears, and we really wanted her to stop dwelling on the past and worrying about how her son may be angry at her in the future and actually concentrate on the present. No point torturing herself over what has happened and what's gonna happen in 10 or 20 years time. She has to make a decision, and soon, cos the delay's causing everyone around her much hurt. Running away from the reality can't help and she can't run away forever. We tried to scold some sense into her, but I have a feeling that it's not reaching her brain. And straight after I go home and throw my things in my room and changed, my friend and I went over to G's house, she lives near me... to be there for her when she needs us. And I didn't really reach home until 9am today.

What we've been telling her for the whole night had better reach her brain. I'm already into a lotta trouble trying to help her. My dad would probably be extremely mad at me for a few days for reaching home at 3am when I said I'll be back at 12am (my family is real strict), which is already later than the time I would usually go home when I go out and going out again straight after that. And someone's probably thinking I lied about having to go home at 10.30pm everytime when I go out. FUCK. I have limited chances to go out. So I use up more of these times going out with G, but what the fuck, she's going through an extremely rough patch now and I dun want her to feel that she's alone; that no one cares for her at all. And so I can't go out with other people as much. So they feel that I'm neglecting them. Outsiders also think I'm neglecting them. Why am I getting into trouble for helping one of my best friends? She needs our help and I must help her. Why can't they understand that I can't just leave her alone in the lurch? Nobody goddamned understands my reasons for all this, at this rate I think I'll be the first to break down and commit suicide instead. Please, it's already bad enough that I can feel other people's pain that much. Don't add to my misery. Did you know that one call from G, just telling me her sorrows and hurt she feels, is enough to throw me into a bad mood for the rest of the day? Awww, goddamnedit it fucking hurts. People feel better after pouring out their sorrows to someone. Me? I absorb all these outside sorrows and have nowhere to vent them. So please please please, give me some breathing space. That's all I ask of you.

FUCK. Human relationships are tiring. If only I can fall asleep into an ongoing beautiful dream and never ever ever wake up again.

Am I supposed to go out tomorrow night or am I not?????

www.com is back up again.... but just to be on the safe side, I'd better continue using the mailcityasia mail.... I can forward the emails to my ISP account that way :D

I keep wanting to do something productive during these holidays, but there's barely 20 days left and I haven't done a single thing.... should be brushing up on my java coding, working on my website and skins etc... but I didn't. Typical procrastinating me. :p J wants me to go think about what modules to take next semester again this afternoon. But besides cross-faculty modules (3 of them), I can't think of what other modules to take... she didn't want Artificial Intelligence cos it's got too many projects, I can't get her to take Advanced Programming Concepts cos she hates programming and it's a tough one. What other modules can we take? Can't possibly take four cross-fac modules and only one computing module can we? About the only fixed modules from computing which we'll definitely take is one of her essentials, not mine. And it's business-focussed. Bleargh. :p

Linear Algebra is worth 5 credits...but I dunno how it is... tough or not. I haven't done maths since the first sem (and I did badly for that. Basics of Mathematics indeed. Hah! >:( What a load of crap.) Hai..... what should I take what should I take what should I take what should I take what should I take what should I take...........*fades away*

err....monster, you wanna take e-commerce technologies in the final semester? The one whose requirements is 2105 and Chunwei said was easy? J asked me that this afternoon.

Monster, I haven't listened to the new CDs we bought yesterday. yet. :p So how's Voices 2?

.............I'm so tired. Went out with monster, bought some CDs, got the goodie bag I won, or rather monster won for me :p , from the environment building, watched 102 Dalmatians (hilarious! :D ) and ate dinner. Now I have no strength left. I'm supposed to mark my student's homework before going for tuition tomorrow morning, but I guess I'll leave till after tuition tomorrow :p I'm so~~~~~~~~~ tired. I must be getting old. :(

Changed to another email addy for the time being... Ruby-san! I kinda lost the other email addy from which you sent your mail (stoopid www.com ;_; ), so I'm replying you to the mail @ wererabbit.com... Gomen ne! Hope I didn't cause any trouble for you!

DNS name lookup failure for www.com?!?! How the hell am I gonna check my mail like this?? ;_;

...........................I'm bored. :(

I finished watching the jap drama (that I was talking about before) yesterday night.... or rather early morning today :p I shouldn't have done that since I was supposed to go for tuition at 9am this morning, but I couldn't resist. I was planning to just go through one disc and then go to sleep but I couldn't do that. The show's too compelling for me to stop watching halfway, especially as it gets nearer and nearer to the end.... the whole story's so sad... and you feel that you can really relate to how the characters are feeling... the HIV-infected girl died in the end, but she gave birth to a daughter, who was luckily not infected by HIV. She died on her wedding day... and looked really peaceful... ;_;
I guess she's really at peace then...

Stupid hotmail, down yesterday so I couldn't check my mail and when it's working today, I get 40 new mails and only 1 out of 40 is for me, the rest are spam -_-;;; I dun see such problems with my other email accounts, so why issit like this at Hotmail?

Finally Blogger's working again.... wouldn't lemme post since last night ;_;

Monster, go eat 2 panadol pills if the headache wouldn't go away. If you're not up to it, then let's not go out tomorrow, k?

*turns blogger upside down and shakes it vigorously*

*yawn* I slept at 4 plus last night, or rather this morning.... I'm so tired now..... Better not go to sleep too late tonight.... cos I got tuition tomorrow morning at 9am :p

Wheeeee!!! J, lend me more jap dramas! :D Looks like I'm not going to be working much on the skins and website! :p I still need to watch the other half of the drama I was talking about just now... and another drama series which I bought....erm.... last year?? :p Yeah! And my Lost Universe anime! :D (I wonder if they work?)

Spent the whole of last night watching the jap drama series by Takeshi Kaneshiro and Fukada Kyoko(?) .... dunno the jap name of the series, only the Chinese one.... (Shen2 A4! Qing3 Duo1 Ge3 Wo3 Yi1 Dian3 Shi2 Jian1) I haven't finished watching the series, but basically it's centered on a high school girl who has aids and her feelings etc.... I found it really touching and it seems to have captured the feelings and thoughts of the various characters very well, especially that of the high school girl and the music producer. That's something you simply can't find in local TV productions... that's why I like jap dramas. I would probably write an essay about the whole show if I could, but unfortunately (or fortunately for you people :p ), my English standard has deteriorated to the point where I can't even write a children's story well now :p

Before I forget, I'd better check out how the blog looks like in Netscape....wouldn't want it to look terrible....

I'm working on this off and on for many days now....


What do you think of it? :D

In case you're wondering why I ditched the old layout/name, it's b'cos it's too boring (I'm basically a very boring person, though I guess you would have known this just from reading the posts :p ) and I'm on vacation so now I'm not stressed at all! :D But the content's still the same, and it's still written by the "Woodbridge-Hospital-patient-wannabe". (Ask a Singaporean what kinda hospital Woodbridge is :p ) So how do you find the new look (and name)? Tell me!

The music is okie now.....

Lemme try again.....

Oops! the music is wrong! :p

This blog is having a makeover now.... please bear with all the dust...............

Okie, my TV's all set up now! :D Now I get to watch my anime and jap drama series in the comfort of my own room and air-con without having to endure the heat and stuffiness that permeates the living room in the afternoon! :D I'm so happy! My onii-chan specially bought this TV rather than the one he originally decided on, which is cheaper, just so that I can hook up the game console to the TV and play! :D I'm so touched! Arigato gozaimasu, onii-chan!! :D :D :D :D :D

Took the EQ test at Emode, and here's my results...

Thanks for taking our new Emotional IQ test! Based on your answers, your
score is 102 .

What does that mean? Well, the Emotional IQ (or "EIQ") test measures several different
areas of emotional skills and strength, including:

• Empathy — The ability to successfully put yourself in other people's shoes and
understand their feelings, thoughts, and emotions

• Relationship Understanding — The ability to connect with others personally and
professionally, which can help you solve even the most difficult disagreements

• Emotional Control — The ability to be in charge of your feelings, no matter how strong
they are, and not let them run away with you or dominate your behavior

• Emotional Awareness — The ability to identify your emotions and put them into words
so you can more easily express your feelings

Based on your higher-than-average score, we can tell that you're usually aware of others'
feelings and also pretty good at keeping a decent perspective on life. Balancing your
emotional needs with everyone else's is tricky, and sometimes you can feel a little adrift
on the big sea of feelings out there, but for the most part, you're doing okay.

If you need help keeping things in balance, consider this: While it's important to be a good
friend and lover to others, it's also essential to see the bigger picture and take care of
yourself. Offering someone a shoulder to cry on is great; worrying yourself into a tizzy
every time someone you care about hits a rough patch isn't. For one thing, it's exhausting!
If you wear yourself out fretting about other people, you won't have any time left for
yourself. And we all have the right to treat ourselves right and be selfish with our feelings
now and then. The road to emotional health and well-being can be bumpy, but if you make
it a point to strive for balance and move at a relatively even pace, the bumps won't be so
bad. Luckily, you've found a pretty smooth route to drive on — keep the wheel pointed in
this direction, and you'll be okay. Good job!

...............so is it good or issit bad????

.......Offering someone a shoulder to cry on is great; worrying yourself into a tizzy every time someone you care about hits a rough patch isn't. ...............now I know why I feel so drained everytime....

........onii-chan~~~~~ help me set up my TV leh.... I know absolutely nothing about such things! *whine* I wanna watch my VCDs~~~~~~

My computer table's wobbling..........scary......

Errr.... I apologize for the use of language in yesterday's postings.... such words usually pop out when I'm extremely pissed off or frustrated.

just got an email that said that eGroups and Yahoo! Clubs will be merging to form Yahoo! Groups.... 0_o
Why do I have a feeling that Yahoo! is taking over the (internet) world? U see it everywhere!

My onii-chan's obsessing over the DVD player now :p The sound system's incredible, I have to admit. It's like a mini cinema in his room! :D

Yeah!! :D My otou-san and onii-chan came back with the DVD player and TV set! :D My TV's an Aiwa 20" and I placed it on the ledge(?) of my computer table that is meant for putting a moniter :D I dun need that ledge anyway, I use a laptop! :D And on the bootom ledge of the computer table where the CPU is meant to be placed is my hifi system! :D Guess you couldn't call it a computer table anymore, ne? :p

.....but if I need to get a new desktop to replace my aging laptop......I dunno where to place it.... maybe on my writing table, if I can manage to clear all those rubbish sitting on top :p I mean, you can hardly see the surface of the table, it's that cluttered. :p

My bro and dad went to get the DVD player and my TV today! :D I was supposed to go too but I didn't want to....yes, the anti-social freak is tired and cranky and not up to anything except eat, sleep and surf. :p

:(

..................I'm having gastric pain...............................ow! >_<

Finally she called! Had me worried sick! And she has absolutely no idea that everyone is looking for her today.... goddamned it! >_< But at least now I know that she's safe and sound on earth and she's going to go home soon....

On a more pleasant tone than what I've used for all the postings today, my brother decided to buy me a TV set :D Due to reasons which I shan't say here! ^_^

but it does little to lift my spirits though, I still feel like screaming:"FUCK!!!"

Still no news of G.... where the fuck had you gone to? Dun you care about your son anymore? Or did that idiot you went out with yesterday abduct you? Your parents are worried sick about you and we are too. It's time you came back...you can never run away from reality forever.... that's plain cowardly.... not to mention hurtful to those people around u.

Still no news.... where the hell had she gone?!?!?

................................fuck......................... >_<

>_<

I'm goddamned frustrated and worried now!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!

G, you're making everyone worry for you! Where the fuck have you gone? Aren't you gonna spare a thought for little Shawn? Switch on your goddamned handphone! Fuck! Your mother and mother-in-law are extremely worried now dun you know that? Stop running away from the reality! You've gotta face it sometime! And this is not the way to do it!

FUCK!

FUCK!! G, where the hell are you? U'd better not do anything foolish! U promised me last night!! Switch on your handphone!!!

FUCK!

I'm going to bed. There's a lotta enduring to do tomorrow morning (my student's getting naughtier and naughtier and his attention span is getting shorter and shorter >_< ). Oyasumi.

I give up on connecting to ICQ... -_-;;; Stoopid ICQ!

*bashes ICQ*

I logged out, but I saw something that made me log back in immediately ----- monster, to tell you for the thousand millionth time, I am not a sleeping pig! :(

I'd better go do my housework, byebye!

I feel like changing the layout again.... I am soooooooo fickle -_-;;;

I'm feeling irritated for no particular reason again. >:(

And monster-san, you're the one who's a pig :D

No monster, I am not sleeping like a log or a pig! :( I woke up ages ago but laid in bed reading manga cos I dun feel like getting up and doing things. So there. :p

monster doesn't have to go to school next sem.... he's on IA :( *envy envy*

Time flies so fast.... more than half my holidays are gone now.... and in less than a month's time I'll be back at school listening to boring old lecturers droning on and on~~ ;_; And I HATE GROUP PROJECTS. Can't stand the petty quarrels that always crop up. :( And I have to stay up overnight to finish those projects almost EVERY SINGLE TIME. :(

It's raining again....I hate rainy days.... especially when it rains when it's time for me to go to my grandma's place for dinner... cos my slippers are old and the soles are worn out.... and it's very slippery (like their name :p ) I have to walk very carefully to aviod making a spectacle of myself by falling down.... ;_; I guess it's time to get a new pair... (yes monster-san, I'll go get a new pair! :D U wanna buy them for me? :p)

20 spam mails in just one email acct.... -_-;;;
I shudder to think of the other email accts...

Monster bought his digicam! :D

*yawn*

I feel so tired.... gotta do some housework in the afternoon so I guess I'll go catch some zzz before that...

Just came back from tuition..... my student's grade dropped for his final examination..... ;_; The worst thing is all those mistakes in his papers, I had told him the correct way to do it before and reminded him not to make the same mistake again... but alas, all my reminders did not go into his brain... :(

Tuition starts tomorrow... bought my student some assessment books...wanted to buy 2 of them per subject, which which add up to a total of 8 books, but it'll probably scare my student off, so I just bought 1 per subject, except for english which I bought 2, since it's his poorest subject :p

monster, I forgot to pay the hp bill!! ;_;

My onii-chan must be in an "oldies" mood today.... just listen to all those old songs coming from his room... -_-|||

Gotta think of what modules to take for the next semester soon.... the registration gonna start in 2~3 weeks time... lemme see... I wanna bid for JS1101, Science Found. as CFM, maybe Linear Algebra (5MC!! *eyes glinting*) ....that level 3 CS module (business type)... what else? AI? 8am Monday morning lectures.... I'm bound to skip them :p If I wanna take Advanced Programming someone's bound to kill me, so I'd better not.... argh! This is so frustrating! :(

Now it's Teresa Teng???? Xiao3 Cheng2 Gu4 Shi4??? *rolls eyes*

*grits teeth in response to the Vanessa Mae music blastin from onii-chan's room*

ICQ doesn't like me ;_; Can't connect to it sometimes.... :(

Monster-san!! U gao1 lou2 pao1 bugs!! :p

I'm back on the surface of the earth! :D
The 22nd book of houshin engi isn't out yet... my friend bluffed me.... ;_; I couldn't find it in the bookstore today... maybe she saw the Taiwanese version...

Going offline...bye.

............I still feel very irritated for no particular reason.

Drowning in forums now.... :D
monster-san, I wanna go buy my students' assessment books plus pay bills tomorrow! :D

Hiaks hiaks... when should I start to play FF9? :D I still need to do a lotta things though.... ;_;

Anyway, since it's working now.... ah, I'm not dead, I'm really beginning to believe what a senpai said:"Believe in the power of moderation" :p Cos I didn't fail the "module with a thousand-page big fat white textbook" :p

Blogger stopped working on me :(
Couldn't connect to the server at all....... ;_;

I'm not dead.......just to let you people know that.

Wheeeee!!! :D My uncle gave me Final Fantasy IX English version!! :D :D :D
I'm so~~~~~~ happy!!! :D

Um.... tomorrow 12 noon's my doomsday.... so if you dun see me posting anymore after that time..... feel free to come to my funeral.... -_-

Yes! monster lent me Photoshop 6! :D

Gotta log off....byebye! :D

Talking to him now.... :D housework can wait :p

My godbrother's online in ICQ!! :D

Ruby-san!! :D The new skins are so pretty!! :D :D

Just came back from lunch with monster-san..... I feel so lethargic.... haven't had enough sleep for 2 days.... I wanted to sleep at 1am last night, but then a friend whom I had not talked to for months called and I chatted with her until we're both K.O.ed at 4 am.... now I'm very very tired..... but I gotta sweep and mop the floor later.... someone save me.... ;_;

I'm going offline...byebye! Oyasumi!

monster-san, good luck! :D And dun be late tomorrow! :D

I must go and find those pictures that Straw drew......scan them and include a section in the Garden specially for her drawings! :D I tell you, her drawings are pretty! :D :D :D

My results' coming out in 36 hours' time.... ;_; I think I'll flunk the "module with a thousand-page big white textbook".......Wish me luck, okie? Then after all this stress of waiting for results is over, I'll really go concentrate on the Garden and my various half-finished skins! :D Especially the Yukito and Touya one! :D :D

I want chocolate sundae~~~~~~~~
Drooling now, just thinking of chocolate sundae :D~
:p

I lent my Popular card to my cousin cos he wants to get some CDs or stationery, monster-san... :p

Monster-san, I want Photoshop 6!! :D I want I want!! :D :D :D

I need my popular card! If not how am I gonna buy the assessment books for my student tomorrow? Damn it, return me my popular card!! :(

I suddenly feel very irritated for no reason.... -_-;;;

Had a hard time connecting to the internet again..... :( And I had to fight for the line with my onii-chan......

I'm hungry.

Oh yeah, someone called my handphone wrongly again :( Not that stoopid idiot, but someone who either used a payphone or a private number, cos there's no display number. Fuck. If you guys wanna call wrongly at least choose a time when I'm NOT sleeping, can't u? -_-;;; Always choose the time when I'm sleeping, idiots!

And what's wrong with my number such that there're so many people who call by mistake?

...........I can't think clearly now..... I NEED SLEEP. And I'm hungry..... ;_;

Why are the archives working off and on?? -_-;;;

T_T I'm feeling achy all over.... :(

Damn damn damn! I couldn't sleep well last night...or rather this morning. Kept waking up every half an hour until I finally gave up sleeping totally. My friend came over last night and we talked till the wee hours of the morning.....

I wonder if my otou-san would scold me for coming home after 2am last night? I was at G's house! ;_;

Argh! That's it! I'm going offline now! >:(

*shakes the school server vigorously*

I wanna stay at home and draw......... ;_;

I dun feel like going out later.... I'm anti-social.... they actually wanted to go to KTV, but I managed to persuade them not to :p

What the hell's wrong with the school connection today? It's pissing me off badly! And monster-san, dunno when you'll read this, but I'll be going to Coffeebean to meet my friends at 9pm, okie?

My friend went back to her scum of a husband....... errr.... should've expected it, she never listened to our advice to ditch him for the past 4 years... so why would she listen now? Hope we dun have to help her move her belongings again...now that's really tiring. Sigh! F*****! U'd better treat her well or I'll kill you with my bare fists! I'll tear you from limb to limb!

Stupid connection! Took me 4 tries and 10mins before I could connect to the school server! Stoopid! :(

Finished watching the anime! :D
Now I'm off to catch some sleep!

Found it! :D Excuse me while I go fill my tummy with instant noodles! :D :D Byebye!

I'm hungry............where did I leave the instant noodles that I bought just now...........? *searches the kitchen frantically*

<whine>
I wanna sleep~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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Damn. My arm hurts. For nothing.

I went downstairs to get some groceries just now.... thought it'll be a good time where I wouldn't have to fight the crowd, but I was WRONG! There's a lot of people in the supermarket.... must be b'cos it's Saturday.... :(
I hate fighting with crowds :(

*yawn* -___________-

Slam Dunk and CCS are gonna start at 1pm later.... I can't go back to sleep now.... or else I probably won't wake up in time for the anime.... :(

I couldn't sleep well last night.... kept tossing and turning around... and when I did fall asleep, I'll get woken up cos of weird dreams which I dun remember..... sigh..... I wanna sleep.....

Woo!! I'm scared, monster! A Godzilla left a message in your forum! :p I wonder who's that Godzilla? :D

I just helped my cousin with a ppt (powerpoint, not precipitate, for those chemistry students out there :p ) for his fyp....couldn't get a background color which doesn't clash with the photos on the slides....in the end we settled for boring old white -_-

Hiaks hiaks! :D Monster, you're OLD now! :p But you dun act your age :p :P :p

Aiya, going off to wash the clothes. Bye.

Onii-chan no baka!!!!! If you're not able to finish washing the clothes then DUN WASH! Always do things halfway and expect me to finish it :(

My weird bout of bad mood has gone away. Fast ne? :p I'm having a major mood swing. I think it'll get worse and worse as Tuesday draws nearer and nearer. :p
No one's at home except me.... onii-chan came back but went out for a movie. Otou-san's not back from work yet. I'm bored. :(

My bro irritated the hell out of me. >:(

I'm in a freaking bad mood now! FUCK.